Friday, September 4, 2009

What are schools for?

Schools are for you to have a better future,schools are for you to gain more knowlege.you'll hear most teachers saying this.well,i've figured out that it's all fake,adults have been lying to us too much.it's time to hear the truth,we,teenagers,children want to know what schools are really for!

After reading that paragraph you'll think,'correct ma,schools wants you to study and a better future.'well, i can tell you all something.yes,it is true.but,that is NOT the main part that schools are started for.schools are first to be built to keep and mantain a better future for the society.how?in schools,you get grades and that grades are used to choose jobs better grades go better jobs and vise virsa.so,simply enough.we went though hell in school just to mantain a better future for everyone??god-damn it!well, thats not the case.mantain better future just to study,easy.the important part is,that,teachers soon abuse their abillity and FORCE students to go on stupid,time-wasting courses like CCA's.their just time-wasting and is provoking us into even going to a better future.so,simply,their misuse of power is getting them further from their actual goal.if thats the case,don't even let us go to school it's a waste of time!!!with that,i end this post.

Hopes an adult reading this would learn something.

final sentence:if the post i wrote was correct,bad students are real ones mantaining a better future.

Friday, August 28, 2009

life

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i h
i ha
i hat
i hate
i hate m
i hate my
i hate my l
i hate my li
i hate my lif
i hate my life!!!

my life's a waste of time.
my life's a waste of space.
my life's a waste to me and most people.
my life's unfair.

And last but not lease.............>dumbroll<..............I HATE MY LIFE.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

my uncle went crazy!!!

i meant crazy as in the retard way,not the rude way.about 3 weeks ago,my uncle,during 12 midnight suddenly went crazy because of high blood pressure.the high blood pressure he has is,well,VERY high because it was this high,it coursed a clot in his one of his brain's blood vessel which eventraully coursed an 'explodsion'.which of course,coursed him to go crazy literailly.ok,this sounds like another order-nary case of high blood pressure.the real shocking-ness of this is that when he was hospitallized,we when to check his money stored at the banks.we found out that he is a rich man.but he lives with my grandma,with that amount of money,he could buy a 5-room HDB flat and have enough money to buy lots of other things!!how much does he have?$500,000!!!!half a million!!!i can tell you a very truthful thing,if you see him in real-life,you'll NEVER think that he is a wealthy man.Ok,back to the he went crazy story.when i visit him at the hospital,i'll tell you that if im in his position right now i would rather DIE.his hands and legs are tied to the bed he has to be fed by someone and has to poo and pee in his plants.my whole family ones him to die,not because we hate him but because,not to be biased,to end his life.this way,he won't have to suffer life anymore and the medical fees are really expensive.so,we cant pay that long for him to stay in the hospital.my family decides to let him stay in the hospital for 8 more months if he doesn't go back to normal we'll either sent him to old folks home or let him have an injection to die........

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

My ''allergy' more serious than i thought.

that 'allergy' i was having is MAYBE not an allergy at all.if it really isn't,it can be good or bad.it turns out that it could be the TV coursing my rashes.why?

Because everytime you on the TV,there will be some sort or rays sent out.if the rays reached dust particles in the air,it will sort of fuse with it and if A LOT of the dust particle lands on the surface of the skin,it will simply course rashes.(this mostly appear on people who watches a lot of TV)so,thats the good thing if it was the TV which coursed my rashes.the bad thing is if you watch the TV for more than 2 hours,it will start producing a really small amount of poison into the air if you inheal it,nothing would happen,but,if you inheal TOO MUCH(especially in an enclosed area. eg:room.) of it,it is quite likely to get cancer.i have no idea how it courses it but i know people have DIED of it.

so,whats the bad thing if it was the TV which coursed the cancer?there is a possibillity I would have cancer right now.

Because i played games(ps3) about 8-12 hours during holidays in an enclosed room,there is a boosted chance of me having cancer.

I hate my life.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I've got an allergy???!!

i only have known that i have an allergy YESTERDAY.its not confirmed what allergy i have but the few possabllities are either,flowers,lavender(its the purple colured flower)or some body soaps.it turns out that when i use the lavender body soap,in a few weeks time after using the soap,the soap destroys my skins protective layer,making it easy for bacteria to 'get on'my skin and infect it.so if i touch a bacterial suface(EG:floor,dirty tables)for a period of 10 seconds,i get rashes.its really itchy and disgesting.i may be going to the docter today to get further details on my allergy,if so,i'll write about it.

A perfect life?

Students like us may think that a perfect life would be having games,no parents to bother you because there're busy working,plasma TVs and such,well,it isn't.how do i know that that isn't a perfect life?BECAUSE I LIVE IN ONE(most people think so).i have 2 PSPs,one PS3,2 plasma TVs,2 nintendo DS lites,2 gameboy advanced SPs,1 gameboy advance,1gameboy colour,1PS2,one PS1(in storage),2computers,3 laptops,xbox,lots of toys(not played with,im collecting them)and lastly,a hell lot of freaking games.(PS3:44 PS2:256 NDSL:82 PS1:200+ gameboys(ALL) :94)It sounds fun right?yes,they are.but,theres no one to play with and i got bored of them all in just 3years.the PS3 is my last hope,once i get bored with that,my life would be a hack load of boring.games are fun for a moment,but your families can last a lifetime of fun.i can't even spend much time with my parents or my sister often.its only at night7PM,8PM when ONLY my mother comes back.i could very well be alone on weekdays the whole day.sometimes even saturday.most people go back home to see their parents,i,on the other hand,NEVER.(unless their sick,but its VERY rare for them to get sick)i need to buy my own lunch,sometimes even dinner.its not fun being alone at your house EVERY single weekday.i hardly EVER see my father at home.right now,what i see in a perfect life is just to be with my family.a simple normal family.

Friday, July 24, 2009

to all students

hate life?pressured by teachers?well,if you have that case,unite with people who think so too.together,we could over throw adults and everything they own,money,ruling and we could even teach them on how to not be a fool.if children team up and work together,we could do anything.when i say 'work together' i don't mean protesting(although that's an option too),i mean storming the cities with weapons of mess davestation.we could be invinsable and unstopable.
you can have and do ANYTHING you want,bomb people,bomb teachers or bomb adults.anything imaginable.just have to do one thing,become united as kids,face the adults and tak over their world

To ALL teachers

call us rascals,we call you bastards.
give us lots of homework,we give you lots of noise.
call us evil,we call you a idiotic fool
pressure us,we ingnore
bore us,we make you even more bored
try to take control of us,we DESTROY you
what are we?
united students.
what are you?
fools that think you're in control

ST.John

st.john to me,SUCKS.no offence,but,it waste time,money and more time.its just learning first aid and doing footdrill.and every time,it needs us to pay money for some boring course that also waste time.so,it waste time AND money.im not recommending st.john to ANYONE its stupid,time and money and most importantly,BORING!!!!they ask you to polish your shoes everyweek and i ask them why and they said to show respect to our CCA.i mean what the hell does shoes and st.john have in common??!!show respect to our CCA?OMG,its just a CCA for god's sake its not a person or even a living thing!!when i asked to quit,wow,the god-damned teacher(no offence) won't let me!!!she said,oh,until next year then can!!next year????wtf!i bet she says something like this next year,oh,you're not allowed to quit.i'll rather go to detention then st.john,detention still can do homework and only lasts for three hours.what do i think of st.john???simple!!!its a piece of crap!!!!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

H2N6

its what you get if you combined H1N1(swine flu) and H5N1(bird flu)together,its very dangerous if it fused,because bird flu is deadly but slow and swine flu is not-that deadly but fast spreading.so,fused together,what will they become?a super deadly and fast spreading virus called H2N6.but how on earth does it fuse together?its when a person suffers ANY 2 or more flu viruses.it will automatically fuse together,its that simple and deadly,so wacth out,that person behind you may suffer both together and you don't even know it.

Friday, July 17, 2009

how does the earth get destroyed on 2012 december 21

ok,its like this.on the day,12/21/12.the earth aligns with a black hole in the milky way,the black hole has enough gravitational pull to change the earth north and south poles.you may think,so what,it just changes the magnetism of the earth.well,if the earth's gravitational pull changes,the mantle goes with it too,but the crust doesn't,and that means MASSIVE earth quakes,valconoes erupting(ALL volcanoes,extinct or not extinct)and taunamis.the volcano in yellowstone park is a supervolcano supervolcanoes are VERY dangerous.once it erupts,the ash that it erupts will cover the earths atmosphere for 4 YEARS!providing survivors toxic gas for a long time.so,there is no way we're going to escape doomsday,if it is real.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

world distruction on 2012 december 21?

why people say that on 2012 is the last year of the earth?well,at first,there was the first evidence,a mayan calender,it doesn't sound like much but its the world's most acurrate calender.it could even precisely tell when is the next alinement of the planets in the solar system.an example is that it can tell the solar ecilpse of thousands of years later,and thats how acurrate it is.the second evidence was the prediction of merlin,merlin was said that he was half demon half man.he wrote the predictions of merlin.inside the book says that one day,people will be using stones to communicate from england to london.and they even wrote the names of the country!there were no such thing as a country when the predictions of merlin was wrote!so,he also predicted that there will be countries in the future.and because of that,the predictions of merlin was considered to be real.thirdly,there was a lady who was also the same as merlin but wasn't confirmed to be real yet.lastly,a chinese book that is made to be used for fotune telling it was called the i shang,created by a certain chinese emporer in around 500-1000AD.the fortune telling was REALLY accurate.a scientist was very courious about the book and made research on it.he found out if you took all 64 symbols in the book and arrange it in order and put it on top of a graph that is the timeline of recorded history,the symbols matches everything on the graph!

so,if you're scared now,you should be.because,if you think three years is a short time,you're wrong.if you think harder you'll find out we're left with 800+days!

for more info,visit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57AXJ00RmR0

Monday, July 13, 2009

teachers,what are they?

teachers,some may say their evil,good or just retards.but what do i think of them?it depends.but,mostly i call them idiotic bullshit selfish self caring dumb retard time wasters.why do i call them that?simple,because most of them really are idiotic bullshit selfish dumb retard time wasters.

why do i call them selfish?one day i was asked by my primary 6 maths teacher(hate her)to do a question on the whiteboard.i don't have a whiteboard marker so i asked her to lend me one(there are tons of whiteboard markers inside her pencil box).you know what?she wouldn't and told me to bring my own in a rude way.i mean,what normal student brings a whiteboard marker to school?its going to be useless if we bring it anyway.

why do i call them self caring?i don't even need to write down anymore every NORMAL student would know and this goes to the rest too.

so,teachers what are they?well,what i think is that they're idiotic bullshit selfish self caring dumb retard time wasters. write what do YOU think teachers are in the CBOX.

no offence to any teachers.

Monday, July 6, 2009

copy stuff

some rude guy said i copied post off the internet.yes i did because i didn't want to waste anyway time.so,now i made the ones i copied into yellow in colour and ones i write myself in orange.

real human combustion

human combustion means that a human goes on fire.but,in this case,humans light up on their own without any souce!most people think that its of aliens and stuff while others think that its a natural phenomenon.the truth is still a mystery.some scientist thinks its that theres gunpowder in your blood/cells and during a day with a perfect time and temperature,it will ingnite and human combustion will take place.another scientist says that its all a coincidence.he says people who smoke sleeped while smoking and they'll just burn.but,most of the people who died/survived from human combustion don't smoke.people who survived all said something like this "ever since i was small,sometimes when i touched metal or nylon,i get static shocks''there may be a link to this and human combustion.thats all i know for now on human combustion.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Skinny people die faster than fat people???!!!!

TOKYO (AFP) - - Health experts have long warned of the risk of obesity, but a new Japanese study warns that being very skinny is even more dangerous, and that slightly chubby people live longer.

People who are a little overweight at age 40 live six to seven years longer than very thin people, whose average life expectancy was shorter by some five years than that of obese people, the study found.

"We found skinny people run the highest risk," said Shinichi Kuriyama, an associate professor at Tohoku University's Graduate School of Medicine who worked on the long-term study of middle-aged and elderly people.

"We had expected thin people would show the shortest life expectancy but didn't expect the difference to be this large," he told AFP by telephone.

The study was conducted by a health ministry team led by Tohoku University professor Ichiro Tsuji and covered 50,000 people between the ages of 40 and 79 over 12 years in the northern Japanese prefecture of Miyagi.

"There had been an argument that thin people's lives are short because many of them are sick or smoke. But the difference was almost unchanged even when we eliminated these factors," Kuriyama said.

Main reasons for the shorter lifespans of skinny people were believed to include their heightened vulnerability to diseases such as pneumonia and the fragility of their blood vessels, he said.

But Kuriyama warned he was not recommending people eat as much as they want.

"It's better that thin people try to gain normal weight, but we doubt it's good for people of normal physique to put on more fat," he said.

The study divided people into four weight classes at age 40 according to their body mass index, or BMI, calculated by dividing a person's weight in kilograms by their squared height in metres.

The normal range is 18.5 to 25, with thinness defined as under 18.5. A BMI of 25 to 30 was classed as slightly overweight and an index above 30 as obese.

H1N1 in the year 1918??!!!!!

The 1918 flu pandemic (commonly referred to as the Spanish flu) was an influenza pandemic that spread to nearly every part of the world. It was caused by an unusually virulent and deadly Influenza A virus strain of subtype H1N1. Historical and epidemiological data are inadequate to identify the geographic origin of the virus. Most of its victims were healthy young adults, in contrast to most influenza outbreaks which predominantly affect juvenile, elderly, or otherwise weakened patients. The flu pandemic has also been implicated in the sudden outbreak of Encephalitis lethargica in the 1920s.

The pandemic lasted from March 1918 to June 1920,spreading even to the Arctic and remote Pacific islands. It is estimated that anywhere from 50 to 100 million people were killed worldwide, or the approximate equivalent of one third of the population of Europe.An estimated 500 million people, one third of the world's population (approximately 1.6 billion at the time), became infected.

Scientists have used tissue samples from frozen victims to reproduce the virus for study. Given the strain's extreme virulence there has been controversy regarding the wisdom of such research. Among the conclusions of this research is that the virus kills via a cytokine storm (overreaction of the body's immune system) which explains its unusually severe nature and the concentrated age profile of its victims. The strong immune systems of young adults ravaged the body, whereas the weaker immune systems of children and middle-aged adults caused fewer deaths.

The global mortality rate from the 1918/1919 pandemic is not known, but it is estimated that 10% to 20% of those who were infected died. With about a third of the world population infected, this case-fatality ratio means that 3% to 6% of the entire global population died. Influenza may have killed as many as 25 million in its first 25 weeks. Older estimates say it killed 40–50 million people while current estimates say 50 million to 100 million people worldwide were killed. This pandemic has been described as "the greatest medical holocaust in history" and may have killed more people than the Black Death.

As many as 17 million died in India, about 5% of India's population at the time. In Japan, 23 million persons were affected, and 390,000 died. In the U.S., about 28% of the population suffered, and 500,000 to 675,000 died. In Britain as many as 250,000 died; in France more than 400,000.In Canada approximately 50,000 died.Entire villages perished in Alaska and southern Africa.[which?] Ras Tafari (the future Haile Selassie) was one of the first Ethiopians who contracted influenza but survived,although many of his subjects did not; estimates for the fatalities in the capital city, Addis Ababa, range from 5,000 to 10,000, with some experts opining that the number was even higher,while in British Somaliland one official there estimated that 7% of the native population died from influenza.In Australia an estimated 12,000 people died and in the Fiji Islands, 14% of the population died during only two weeks, and in Western Samoa 22%.

This huge death toll was caused by an extremely high infection rate of up to 50% and the extreme severity of the symptoms, suspected to be caused by cytokine storms. Indeed, symptoms in 1918 were so unusual that initially influenza was misdiagnosed as dengue, cholera, or typhoid. One observer wrote, "One of the most striking of the complications was hemorrhage from mucous membranes, especially from the nose, stomach, and intestine. Bleeding from the ears and petechial hemorrhages in the skin also occurred." The majority of deaths were from bacterial pneumonia, a secondary infection caused by influenza, but the virus also killed people directly, causing massive hemorrhages and edema in the lung.

The unusually severe disease killed between 2 and 20% of those infected, as opposed to the more usual flu epidemic mortality rate of 0.1%. Another unusual feature of this pandemic was that it mostly killed young adults, with 99% of pandemic influenza deaths occurring in people under 65, and more than half in young adults 20 to 40 years old. This is unusual since influenza is normally most deadly to the very young (under age 2) and the very old (over age 70), and may have been due to partial protection caused by exposure to a previous Russian flu pandemic of 1889.

Friday, June 26, 2009

MJ died???

LOS ANGELES - Doctors completed an autopsy on the body of Michael Jackson on Friday but said they could not immediately establish a cause of death for the "King of Pop" as speculation centered on his use of prescription painkillers.

"The cause of death has been deferred, which means that the medical examiner has ordered additional testing such as toxicology and other studies," Los Angeles County Coroner's spokesman Craig Harvey said.

"Those tests we anticipate will take an additional four to six weeks."

Speaking to a throng of reporters outside the coroner's office, Harvey said, "There was no indication of any external trauma or indication of foul play to the body of Mr. Jackson."

He said his office expected to determine what killed Jackson, 50, when the tests were complete.

The body would be released to family members after they chose a mortuary to handle the funeral arrangements, Harvey added.

Celebrity website TMZ.com, citing an interview with an unidentified "close member" of the Jackson family, reported the superstar singer was injected with Demerol about half an hour before he went into cardiac arrest.

'HE'S NOT RESPONDING'

Police searched Jackson's rented mansion in the Holmby Hills neighborhood of Los Angeles and planned to interview his personal physician, who was with the entertainer at the time of his death.

TMZ, citing family members, said Jackson received a daily injection of Demerol, a narcotic painkiller. The family believes his death was caused by an overdose of the drug, TMZ reported.

An unidentified man called a 911 emergency phone line from the mansion at 12:21 p.m. local time, saying Jackson was unconscious and not breathing.

In excerpts from the call played on television, the man said the doctor was the only other person present and was performing cardiopulmonary resuscitation on the unconscious Jackson without results.

"He's pumping, he's pumping his chest but he's not responding to anything, sir, please," the caller said.

A senior law enforcement official told ABC News that Jackson was "heavily addicted" to the painkiller Oxycontin and was injected daily with that medication, along with Demerol.

Lawyer Brian Oxman, a Jackson family spokesman, told CBS' "The Early Show" he had been concerned about the prescription drugs Jackson took due to injuries suffered while performing.

"I do not want to point fingers at anyone because I want to hear what the toxicology report says and the coroner says but the plain fact of the matter is that Michael Jackson had prescription drugs at his disposal at all times," Oxman said.

WORLDWIDE HEADLINES

Fans and fellow pop stars everywhere revived memories of Jackson's musical genius, tarnished over the past decade by accusations of child molestation and eccentric behavior.

U.S. President Barack Obama called Jackson a "spectacular performer" but said he believed aspects of his life were "sad and tragic," the White House said.

Jackson's death was front-page news around the world as airwaves filled with his greatest hits from "Thriller" to "Billie Jean" and social networking sites were bombarded with messages and tributes.

"My heart, my mind are broken," actress Elizabeth Taylor, long a close friend of Jackson, said in a statement.

"He will be in my heart forever but it's not enough," Taylor said. "My life feels so empty. I don't think anyone knew how much we loved each other."

On Hollywood Boulevard, police put up barricades to control thousands of fans who filed past Jackson's star on the Walk of Fame to honor the child prodigy who became one of the top singers of all time with an estimated 750 million albums sold.

Jackson's family has yet to announce details of a funeral.

Facing a battered reputation and a mountain of debt that The Wall Street Journal reported ran to $500 million, Jackson spent the last two months rehearsing for a series of London concerts, including Wednesday in Los Angeles.

Despite reports of Jackson's ill health, the promoters of the London shows, AEG Live, said in March that Jackson passed a 4 1/2-hour physical examination with independent doctors.

In death, Jackson's music enjoyed an immediate rebound that eluded him for years. His songs surged to the top 15 on online retailer Amazon.com's best-selling albums within hours.

He dominated the charts in the 1980s and was one of the most successful entertainers, with 13 Grammy Awards and several seminal music videos. His 1982 album "Thriller" yielded seven top-10 singles. [nN26308702]

But he was twice accused of molesting young boys and was charged in 2003 with child sexual abuse. He was acquitted of all charges in a four-month trial in 2005.

In 1994, Jackson married Elvis Presley's only child, Lisa Marie, which ended in divorce in 1996. He remarried and had two children, later split with his second wife, and had a third child with an unnamed surrogate mother.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

H1N1 are people ingnoring it?

Yes,yes they are.why did they ingnore it?they think they are not that unlucky they will never get it.what they don't know is that its spreading,spreading very fast,every week,about 20 people in singapore gets H1N1.and out of the 20 people,about half of them would infect other people.so, it's increasing in an manner of some thing like this,20,30,45,65,90 and so on.so,in about 4-5 weeks time there should be about 90 people get infected in singapore.imagine,in just a year,ten thousands of people would suffer in singapore in a few more years,the whole singapore could be infected and if that happens,its either the government of the world would help us,lock us up and wait till the virus slowly fates or they would immediately ahnilate singapore.so,don't go to affected countrys,wash your hand more and stay cautious of everyone around you.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Why i didnt post for a long time

i was in china for a long time thats why i didn't post for a long time.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

A made up story by me

ok,here it goes.

One day,i woke up in a monday morning to find myself in my bed.needing to go to school, i packed my bag and wore my uniform.after doing that,i went down to the carpark under my house.to go to school,i will have to take bus 812 to a community club near my school and walk a distance.bus 812 is provided by the bus stop across the carpark.so,i began walking and walking and walking.it seemed like ages walking trough the carpark,but,it was only a 30-40seconds walk.maybe the dread of going to school is making time go slowly.no one knows...

Upon arriving in the bus stop,i saw a bus 812 at the traffic light.knowing that the bus is here i stood up and waited,waited so ever slowly.finally,the traffic lights turned green but,the bus,its not moving,not moving at all.it was stationary for a long 1 minute.somethings wrong.i looked closer at the bus,it was not bus 812,it was not a bus at all.it was just a taxi waiting for a person to board it.i was hallucinating.i ingnored the hallucination and sat down to wait for the bus to arrive.the bus arrived in a matter of minutes.

I board the bus to find out i've forgotten to bring my EZlink card.so,i took out 50cents and paid the bus driver and continued walking in the bus.because of my 50cents usage, i only have $1.00 left,only enough to buy a can of milo.while i was in the bus looking out of the window,my vision blurred for a second.it felt weird but i ingnored it.the bus arrived at my distination i got off the bus feeling tired and weak.

I walked across the carpark that leads to my school again,it felt like it was ages to walk across carpark.i ingnored it again.i than walked into my school,went into my classroom and waited for lessons to start.

'Ding Dong'the bell rang for lessons to start.during the lesson it felt quiet,i felt alone.no one to talk to.it was just me and the teacher,no one else.i closed my eyes and opened them,everyone is here.i hullcinated again.at this point,i'm worried that something is wrong with me.but,i was sacred to tell the teacher,would she believe me???would she help me???ever since my chinese teacher(the chinese teacher is the one from my other post'my chinese teacher A.K.A blur queen) pissed me,i never trusted teachers again.so,i decided to wait till schools ends to tell my mother about the problem.

The school bell rang for recess but,like always,our teacher releases us late.after releasing us for recess,i walked to the vending machine that sells drinks.a can of milo cost $1.i took out the money clumsly and it dropped onto the floor.when the coin impacted onto the floor,the sound of the high-pitched sound made my ears hurt badly.i quickly took the coin on the floor and put it into the vending machine and purchased the milo.after drinking the milo,i headed back to class.

School ended quickly and i made my way out of school and back to my house.without a EZlink card,i would have to walk home in my tired and weak state.after a long 15minutes walk,i should be able to see my house by now but,i didn't.it turned out that took a wrong turn that leads to a park.but,it can also lead to my house,i just need to go a longer way.i went on to the park.the park was empty.no one is in there.only me.to get to my house faster,i had to walk on the deep,dark and loney road.and thats where i went.with every step in the dark and loney path,i felt tired and weaker.i started couthing,having blurred vision and difficulty beathing and finally......i collapsed.

I woke up in a hospital room and i saw my parents and sister.beside me.i asked them what happened to me.they said i have a tumor in my brain and i need to go on a operation to remove the tumor.i was sacred but i had to go or i would die in a matter of days.so,its either i die or i die trying.

The day came for my operation.i was scared but was encouraged by my parents.i went in the surgary room.my parents and sister are outside waiting for the doctor to come out with the results of the surgary.i was inside the surgary room for hours my parents are getting more worried every minute.finally,the doctor came out,he said i can't be saved.....i am died.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Love fills a moment
A moment fills a lifetime
A lifetime begins eternity.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

more info about anti matter

In particle physics, antimatter is the extension of the concept of the antiparticle to matter, where antimatter is composed of antiparticles in the same way that normal matter is composed of particles. For example, an antielectron (a positron, an electron with a positive charge) and an antiproton (a proton with a negative charge) could form an antihydrogen atom in the same way that an electron and a proton form a normal matter hydrogen atom. Furthermore, mixing matter and antimatter would lead to the annihilation of both in the same way that mixing antiparticles and particles does, thus giving rise to high-energy photons (gamma rays) or other particle–antiparticle pairs.

There is considerable speculation as to why the observable universe is apparently almost entirely matter, whether there exist other places that are almost entirely antimatter instead, and what might be possible if antimatter could be harnessed, but at this time the apparent asymmetry of matter and antimatter in the visible universe is one of the greatest unsolved problems in physics. The process by which this asymmetry between particles and antiparticles developed is called baryogenesis

Almost every object observable from the Earth seems to be made of matter rather than antimatter. Many scientists believe that this preponderance of matter over antimatter (known as baryon asymmetry) is the result of an imbalance in the production of matter and antimatter particles in the early universe, in a process called baryogenesis. The amount of matter presently observable in the universe only requires an imbalance in the early universe on the order of one extra matter particle per billion matter-antimatter particle pairs.

Antiparticles are created everywhere in the universe where high-energy particle collisions take place. High-energy cosmic rays impacting Earth's atmosphere (or any other matter in the solar system) produce minute quantities of antimatter in the resulting particle jets, which are immediately annihilated by contact with nearby matter. It may similarly be produced in regions like the center of the Milky Way Galaxy and other galaxies, where very energetic celestial events occur (principally the interaction of relativistic jets with the interstellar medium). The presence of the resulting antimatter is detectable by the gamma rays produced when positrons annihilate with nearby matter. The gamma rays' frequency and wavelength indicate that each carries 511 keV of energy (i.e. the rest mass of an electron or positron multiplied by c2).

Recent observations by the European Space Agency's INTEGRAL (International Gamma-Ray Astrophysics Laboratory) satellite may explain the origin of a giant cloud of antimatter surrounding the galactic center. The observations show that the cloud is asymmetrical and matches the pattern of X-ray binaries, binary star systems containing black holes or neutron stars, mostly on one side of the galactic center. While the mechanism is not fully understood, it is likely to involve the production of electron-positron pairs, as ordinary matter gains tremendous energy while falling into a stellar remnant.

Antimatter may exist in relatively large amounts in far away galaxies due to cosmic inflation in the primordial time of the universe. NASA is trying to determine if this is true by looking for X-ray and gamma ray signatures of annihilation events in colliding superclusters.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

StreetSmashers


remember my aussie friend?(if not,theres a picture)i met him in a PS3 game called burnout paradise.we are making a burnout team called StreetSmashers.anyone reading this who has the game,and one to join,can put your online ID in the comment.i'll send a friend request to you and we'll play burnout together.if you're good,we'll add you.if not,too bad.oh,if you join us,you MAY be on crashTV.im not kidding.because one of our crew members is a full-on freeburner,we may get on crashTV.so,join us if you want to get a chance to be on crashTV.there will be a link soon to go to our website.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

my chinese teacher A.K.A blur queen

if you ask why i put my chinese teacher in the blog today,then,i will have lots to say.i can't tell you her name as this is not a good comment.no offence to her but i really got pissed off that day so much i can't resist writing this.she was so blur!!!ok,it was like this.one day,she asked the whole class to do a chinese compo as homework.i went home and i did the whole thing.the next day,i forgot to hand it in to her.a month later,she found out that i didn't hand in the compo.so, on that day,she asked me to stay back and do it.i said ok.i knew that i did it before so i checked my bag and it was in there.i put the compo in her locker and went home.the next day she asked me if i handed in the compo i said yes.then,after recess she went in the class and asked me to go out and talk to her.she asked me where was the compo.i then said it was in her locker.she said,in chinese,it is not in there,don't lie to me.i said IT IS IN YOUR LOCKER,CAN'T YOU LISTEN??!!she keeps saying and repeating 'don't lie to me' after every sentence i said.it sounds more like that she is trying to make me lie.because i know i was telling the truth.like i said in my other post,i don't lie.she then asked me to stay back after school,i'll be at your classroom door waiting for you.when she asked me to stay back.it made me so pissed off on what to do.so,during lesson,i instructed my friends on what to do.i asked them to dash out of the classroom IMMEDIATELY after the bell rings.when the bell rang i dashed out of the classroom,out of sight of the blur queen(chinese teacher)with my friends behind me.at night,my mother came home and told me my teacher called.she said that i didn't hand in a compo and then i was solded the whole night for nothing!!!the same thing went on of about a week.until a monday i got so PISSED off,confused and angry.i went to her dumb locker with an eye witness(to prove my innocence)and i opened the locker.GUESS WHAT!!??it was inside the WHOLE WEEK and she didn't even noticed!!!!!!what kind of teacher don't check he's/her locker properly and soldes his/her students???!!!none,except her,blur queen.i took out the paper just in case if i told her it was in her locker and she didn't believe again or is too BLUR not to notice.the next day in her lesson,i showed her the compo.she said very good.i then said that i found it in her locker.she still didn't believe me!!i was telling myself,WHEN WILL SHE LEARN???!!from then on,i didn't care so much about her existance anymore.i dreaded going to chinese lessons from that day.i dread it so much til i can't even concentrade on the lesson right before her's.i was thinking how i was going to be solded on my chinese lesson.hmm......compo?paper 1?chinese letters?the unthinkable could happen if only she was around.on that day,she didn't even say a sorry or admit she was blur.she just said don't lie anymore i know you did this at home,you didn't find this in my locker i'm giving you one last chance.i was like what the fu*k went did i lie???!!!i didn't even lie!!!so,remember,if anyone is in this situation,don't take out the paper from the locker,leave it there and tell your teacher that if he/she want it find it himself/herself in her/he's locker.remember,defend for yourselves.don't make a mistake like me.
it seems when i'm alone and pissed/angry i write more.
this is my longest post yet,defeating 'war between me and the GIANT hornet'